I wrote a big long blog post about feelings and stuff. And then accidentally deleted half of it. My bad.
Why is it when that happens I can never be bothered to write it again?
It was about the things that I have realised in the past few months. To summarise.
I hated my previous job and I don't want to be a scientist.
You can't change the past
The people who love me are awesome
I can be whatever the hell I want to be and I can do amazing things if I put my mind to it. The naysayers can go to hell. I can be awesome and I can't just sit around wishing I was as awesome as other people.
Amazing things may include: Going to Canada for 5 months (actually, there's no 'may' about this, I've booked my flights), studying design and possibly architecture, saying 'screw you' to anyone who thinks I can't or shouldn't.
That writing long blog posts about this kind of thing is cathartic.
About Me
- Rach
- As far back as I can remember, I hated being called Rach. I moved to a new state, got over it, and am now trying to embrace the moniker as the only nickname I've ever had that stuck. I like Doctor Who, vintage Tinkerbell, the colour red, butterflies, hats and coffee. I love so many other things that I'm still trying to sort out exactly what I'm going to do about it. This is both exciting and scary. And so the logical thing to do is blog about it, and hope that maybe 3 people will read it if I'm lucky.
visual DNA
1 comment:
hell yes! you should join my team of people who refuse to be anything less than awesome and get in on this world domination stuff.
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